[ xie lian shakes his head. ] I talk with Brother Goat fairly often, and I have asked. He said that he trusts me, and I trust him, as well.
[ goat is like arguably xie lian's favorite person in the entire world besides hua cheng which is very funny but that's fine.
anyway. the source thing makes sense. xie lian hates it too - he can recall the infection that ruined his own life once, and just the talk of the spread of nova makes his stomach churn with it. it seems random. it just happens.
(you will never save anyone, xian le.) ]
...Her case seems even worse than yours was. If it's been like this all week, then that does make sense, but... [ xie lian's expression matches claude's, then, a grimace, his eyes dark. he hates that. ] An undetectable disease, until the moment that it strikes - and by the moment we start to notice, it can be too late. Not to mention, we are barred from intervening by the way we are forced to sleep.
[ ...but is it right?
to intervene. is that the right thing to do? he thinks about hikaru, her sunny smiles, her deep, bright heart.
xie lian's fists tighten a little more. ]
...Do you think that "monster" that was mentioned may be the ultimate source? You said there may be another way to stop this.
Usually, the Realm would be able to take care of this on its own but right now? It's weak because something is draining it.
The only way we can stop it is to recover all of the missing nova stop whatever is taking it. If we do that, the Realm will be at full defenses again. This is what I was told.
It's been difficult finding information about this monster, though. Everything I know is basically what Elsa told us all.
That's all I've heard, too. I much prefer the idea, to be quite frank. I'd rather destroy a monster than lose a single other life to the side effects of its hunger for nova.
[ you can, after all, beat up a monster. there is nothing gray area about it. a monster siphoning nova is an evil being, harming them all. ] I've been trying to find out information about it.
...This has been helpful, Claude. I will pass as much of it onto my Leader as I can.
It would make gathering nova easier, too, if we didn't have to worry about making up for whatever is being taken all the time.
(He really doesn't have anything else to share and... well, it's interesting. The way his shoulders seem to relax and it really does feel like some burden has been taken off.)
I'm sorry I couldn't share sooner.
(He really had wanted to but Xie Lian can probably understand why that was difficult.)
It's okay, Claude. [ his tired smile is soft and still doesn't quite reach his eyes, but it's reassuring, nonetheless. he's too worried to really be a great source of easy smiles. ] You were protecting someone important to you - I do understand.
Here, it is never easy to know exactly who or what to trust. We are all meant to kept secrets, and you have borne many, for yourself and others. I hope that I can help to ease that load just a little, for you.
...We... will have to see what happens, tomorrow. [ oof. he hates it. he really does. ] Right now, that is all we can do.
(It's all they can do. It's not like they could protect her while they're all asleep. And honestly? Knowing Hikaru, he fears the worst. )
Xie Lian, how many times has your PHS flashed since you've been here?
(Look, they know each other's teams and everything so,)
Raven wrote to me. He said our devices flash after someone on our team has killed. Mine flashed once after Shima's removal and... I know the same happened to another team, too.
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[ goat is like arguably xie lian's favorite person in the entire world besides hua cheng which is very funny but that's fine.
anyway. the source thing makes sense. xie lian hates it too - he can recall the infection that ruined his own life once, and just the talk of the spread of nova makes his stomach churn with it. it seems random. it just happens.
(you will never save anyone, xian le.) ]
...Her case seems even worse than yours was. If it's been like this all week, then that does make sense, but... [ xie lian's expression matches claude's, then, a grimace, his eyes dark. he hates that. ] An undetectable disease, until the moment that it strikes - and by the moment we start to notice, it can be too late. Not to mention, we are barred from intervening by the way we are forced to sleep.
[ ...but is it right?
to intervene. is that the right thing to do? he thinks about hikaru, her sunny smiles, her deep, bright heart.
xie lian's fists tighten a little more. ]
...Do you think that "monster" that was mentioned may be the ultimate source? You said there may be another way to stop this.
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The only way we can stop it is to recover all of the missing nova stop whatever is taking it. If we do that, the Realm will be at full defenses again. This is what I was told.
It's been difficult finding information about this monster, though. Everything I know is basically what Elsa told us all.
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That's all I've heard, too. I much prefer the idea, to be quite frank. I'd rather destroy a monster than lose a single other life to the side effects of its hunger for nova.
[ you can, after all, beat up a monster. there is nothing gray area about it. a monster siphoning nova is an evil being, harming them all. ] I've been trying to find out information about it.
...This has been helpful, Claude. I will pass as much of it onto my Leader as I can.
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(He really doesn't have anything else to share and... well, it's interesting. The way his shoulders seem to relax and it really does feel like some burden has been taken off.)
I'm sorry I couldn't share sooner.
(He really had wanted to but Xie Lian can probably understand why that was difficult.)
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Here, it is never easy to know exactly who or what to trust. We are all meant to kept secrets, and you have borne many, for yourself and others. I hope that I can help to ease that load just a little, for you.
...We... will have to see what happens, tomorrow. [ oof. he hates it. he really does. ] Right now, that is all we can do.
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Xie Lian, how many times has your PHS flashed since you've been here?
(Look, they know each other's teams and everything so,)
Raven wrote to me. He said our devices flash after someone on our team has killed. Mine flashed once after Shima's removal and... I know the same happened to another team, too.
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...Only once. And I do not know who was the cause.
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We can talk about this more later. For now, let's try to find Hikaru. Hopefully, everything will be okay.